Jeso ye bedil nere kidathi, kochu lalinte ishta uduppu aval thanne aniyichu, 90o il ninnavan toppi kittiyathode nere 110o yil ethi, Vaada chakkara kut...a paranjhu enne avalude melekku valichu kayatti, kavaadathilethiya toppi karante salaam sweekarichu kondu kochu jeso yude cliteri thaakkol vachu ‘zim zim thurakkatte’ swarga kavaadam thurannu kochane akathekku aanayichu, akathu kadanna kochu lal oonjhal aattam tudhanghi, cliteri kochu western ona pattu padi; Western music inte. .. I basically concluded that eventually I was going to fuck him... I'm just bidding my time and really enjoying drawing it out. Ben looked at me as I hesitated, and a saw a smile creep up on his face. He said "welllll?". I looked at him and said "this is big secret time, so this is definitely getting added to the 'our secrets' pile". Ben smiled and said "of course"..."I'm constantly fighting my urges... constantly trying to behave.... but... I'm a slut". I chuckled and said "I've always known. " The next day, I found out she must have told a number of her friends because I could see a lot of smirks on people's faces. Or maybe I just imagined it, as I was so ashamed. And then we had to travel back together. That was the worst flight I ever took." I continue to look straight ahead, not looking at Nancy as I don't want to know what she is thinking.But then she takes my hand and squeezes it softly. "That was so bad, I can imagine that you did not want anything to do with girls after. Rob is my best friend and a pretty good looking guy tall about 6ft,Brown hair long on top brown eyes and fit. We met at college and stayedfriends ever since so much so we share an apartment together. He usuallyhas less success with women than me but we work as a team and he getshis fair share of pussy. He did get engaged three months ago to Kaitlynafter 15 months of dating but he has never really been faithful to her.Don't get me wrong I don't really care much for Kaitlyn and she reallydoesn't.