Soft moans and short gasps for breath told me everything I wanted before she even managed to get the words out. ‘…That’s … not…fair!’ Bend...ng down beside her, running my tongue softly along the outside of her ear, I chuckled. ‘Who said anything about playing ‘fair’, Lauren…’ Slipping one hand under the fabric of the shirt covering her upper half, I grazed one finger across the bud of her nipple. ‘You told me to show you how good it can be… and I intend to show you.’ Another groan slipped from. Maybe. Who is that?” Emily frowned. “Him? Michael Cieslak. Hottie isn’t he?” I could only nod. Julia and Emily shared a look. “If you want, we can get him to come out this weekend. He keeps to himself, but if you start talking he’s super nice.” That Saturday there was a party at one of the richer kids, Scott Chung’s, house. Julia and I showed up together, and hung out, drinking and waiting for Emily. She finally showed up, in a tight fitting top and loose skirt over knee high suede boots. Emily. ”Gwen looked at me all concerned, “Are you going to be ok?”“I’ll be fine. Brittany knows the rules. What happens at the club...”“Stays at the club,” Gwen finished.I kissed her on the cheek and headed out.Tuesday February 4 th On Tuesday I didn’t see Gwen till after school as it was a hectic day. I walked into her classroom and said, “Those really are nice flowers.”Gwen gave a slight grin and said, ‘The nicest I have ever got.”“That is too bad,” I said, “A girl needs simple symbols of love on a. . Why can’t I remember my name?”“Don’t worry about it. Your memory will come back. Until then, let’s pretend you’ve won a contest and you get to choose another name. You get to keep your new name until you remember your real name ... Now then, if you could choose any name – which name would you choose?”“Amanda! I would choose Amanda ... I’ve always loved that old song.”“Do you remember the words?”“I think I do ... I know some of it...”“Can you recite the words for me? That old country love song.