“Please understand that any hardships and sacrifices that you face are directly on account of a malevolent God who selected some of humanity for his...own and wanted nothing to do with the rest of us whatsoever. There is no way such a God is good at all, no matter how much his newest fans might proclaim him so. They’re really pathetic, you know. When someone rejects you, the solution isn’t to desperately plead for them to change their minds. The answer is to move on with your lives without them,. The thought of me licking her sent a chill through my body, and as crazy as it sounds it made me a little wet. I tried to force these thoughts out of my head, but they just kept coming back more vivid and more frequently. I realized now that I had a serious problem, but decided I'd try my best not to think about it and made my way to the bathroom and drowned my sorrows away under a nice hot shower, they always seem to help.I put on my school uniform and washed my face and brushed my teeth after. Maybe he just didn't feel the same way…During our mid teens we grew apart and didn't see each other for a few years. When I was about 18 we bumped into each other on the street, we both regretted the fact that we had let our friendship dissipate so we agreed to meet up again. During our time apart I had lost my virginity and had had sex with a number of girls. Darren had a girlfriend, they had already been together for a few years. I still fantasized about him but I was beginning to think it. ” I replied. “You can spend the afternoon doing manual labor.”Her eyes widened further.“Ok fine.” She replied suddenly. “No protection.”“Good.” I said. “So is your punishment agreed?”She thought for a moment before nodding.I marched her up to the cabin, a firm grip on her arm. Despite the fact I was restraining her she did little to get away from me. In fact I was sure she was looking forward to her punishment – she had likely been sent to the camp in the first place for such behaviour with men.