I brought my hand to arms length to try to see moreclearly. I felt wrong, displaced, confused, but not upset."What have you done to my fingernails?" ...h sweety, just wait a few moments. Don't work so hard to try tofigure it out yet. Your vision and mind will clear very shortly."My head nodded involuntarily to one side and I took a deep breath. Thatfeeling of the warm fuzzies returned and I couldn't help but smile.There was that simple, uncluttered, airiness that I had felt earlier.The. His hair was more disheveled than usual and his clothes were wrinkled. He looked tired and sad and even after everything that had happened between us, it broke my heart.“How is he?” I finally asked.Eric didn’t need to ask who “he” was. There’s only one “he” I’d ask him about.“Probably not great considering he’s not talking to me. He won’t pick up the phone or answer any of my texts. His roommate also informed me that everyone in his dorm has been instructed to not let me in. They won’t even. “It’s the way things work,” he said, in a tone that made me sure he meant to add the word “stupid,” to the end of his sentence.“You’re a suicide,” he continued. “Suicides don’t get into heaven ... I don’t make the rules. That’s above my pay grade. I just enforce them.”“I’m not a suicide,” I said. “I was murdered.”“Bullshi...” he said, catching himself just before he actually swore. “I saw it. I see them all.”“Is this heaven?” I asked changing the subject. “Somehow ... I expected it to be more. I obliged him and took a couple of sips.Maybe Ajay wanted to fuck me in faint position. But I wanted him to fuck me in continuous mode. He forced drinks in my mouth. A few drops fell on my chest and neck. Saying sorry to me he was pretending to wipe my dress. But in fact, he was trying to wave his hands on my breast.I was not bothering for anything. Ajay then adventures to kiss my breasts, keep my protruding nipples between his lips. Upon confidence that I am not protesting, he pressed my.