"Right from the moment when I first saw her," Jake said. "I knew that shehad a delicate and irresistibly sexy little girl hiding beneath her roughtomb...y exterior."Jake broke away from Thomas for a moment, took me in his arms, and kissedme lovingly on the lips. Then he added, "She resisted my attempts tofeminize her at first, but, as you can see, persistence pays off." She's really cute, and you didn't exaggerate. She has tiniest dick thatI've never seen," Thomas teased. "And I love her cleanly. We both went to the bar and placed an order for some mocktails. I was surprised to see she placed an order for 2 mocktails. I did not ask her (I thought she might have ordered another drink in advance.) I quickly finished my first drink to catch up with her.I ordered another one. She was drinking it slowly. I asked her to pick the other one. Then she told me that she is waiting for her gym friend to come and join. I inquired about her friend. She said that you know her well but did not reveal. " "Deal." Clay hoped to get over and say hello to Willow and Ivy, but Holly got to him first, and by the time he extracted himself, he had to organize the volunteers. He went over to Brooke, who had gotten started handing out name tags and waiver forms. That had been Sandy's idea; he'd pointed out that with so many people, it would help to be able to call names instead of "Hey, you in the black shirt!" Clay had agreed, figuring that anything which made this easier was worth doing. Sandy stood. I didn’t know whether to be happy at this or sad that she finally may have moved onwards herself. I missed her. Badly. I knew I couldn’t live with her as an alcoholic whose actions regularly became utterly irresponsible after heavy drinking, but I still wasn’t sure myself how I was going to live my life without her. Even as time passed, the hole in my heart never refilled and the wound refused to scab up, let alone begin to heal over. There were many, many lonely nights where, if Allison had.