You wouldn't do it for the sole purpose of losing your virginity. There would have to be real feelings involved and you hadn't met the person you want...d to bestow that honor upon. And it is an honor, Meredith."She sighed and sat down with him again."Well, I guess it's out there and it isn't coming back," she said. "So, here's what I'd like. I'd like for us to pretend we're 16 again. I want us to find a stupid movie and make out to the point we have no idea what it's about. I want to acquaint. "I'm Nat." And I'm Allen," the last added in. "Eve? Would you come dance with me." Oh, someone ought to watch our things at the table," John stammered."Nonsense," Kim responded. "We can just take our purses with us. Nobodywill bother the table with full drinks on it. Let's go."John grabbed his drink, took another big gulp, and allowed himself be ledto the dancefloor.They danced through several songs, John was starting to feel drunk. Hewas feeling a bit dizzy as he danced to the music, trying to. Red faces closed against the cold. Germany is a dark, wet wasteland of diesel fumes and garish commercial vehicles, spattered with the dirt and grime of the autobahn. The café is crowded and steam rises from wet clothing. People press past each other and a television mutters and cheers in a corner as small red and blue figures chase a ball. I nurture my coffee though it tasted foul even when it was still warm. The woman behind the counter, hard faced and dour has been looking in my direction. Once he was in her desired position, she casually restrained his arms and legs with the twine. From there, both girls painstakingly positioned Alan on his back in the middle of the bed. With a serious look on her face now, Linda told Alan what she was going to do to him. Alan just couldn't believe his ears as she carefully described how she would mount his face and slowly suffocate him. She went on to say that she would keep him right on the verge of darkness to test his abilities with oxygen.