" Did he try to take advantage of you while you were under the influence?" He tried." And?" Oh come on! I'm a big girl and I can take care of myself."...There was a long pause and then Elaine said, "He did get a couple of feels and a couple of kisses before I made him leave."I said nothing for a moment or so and then I said, "Well, I'll be home tomorrow around three. I call you tonight" and we said our good-byes. That night I called again several times and got no answer. When I boarded my flight. I settle on a pair of khakis and a light blue denim shirt, and decide not to wear one of the baseball caps that is part of my standard weekend attire. It’s sunny, but still cool, so I’ll express my allegiance by wearing a baseball jacket instead.I get into the car, thinking that I should stop at the flower shop near my office before I head out of the city. Despite her love of flowers, red roses were long ago deemed “too traditional” and “unoriginal”. Wildflowers and flowers that carry a deep. You have to promise, Tom?.Tom knew she was asking to be taken well above any limits she may have already experienced. The addition of the words ?Regardless of what I say? that would make the difference. By saying that, she knew that he would do it. She had never had or used a safe word in their relationship. And what she was saying now, was that she didn’t want one now. If she had one, she may use it, by not having one, it was not in her hands. Tom would be in total control, and she knew he. I think I went into menopause when I got here. I haven't had a period in years. Just do it." No. I won't take the chance. Lisa, I love you too much. As soon as we are back on Earth, I will make love to you day and night. I'll get you pregnant if you want and you'll bear my wife a baby sister ... or brother. But I won't take the chance of losing you here on Chaos." I am your caretaker. I will care for your needs now and forever," she whispered. "On this planet and the next. But I understand."We.