The film finishes and we watch the TV while we doze… I want to grab an hours sleep for a special reason before tonight… this may be the last ever ...ight that we have together and I want to stay awake toe whole time. I don’t want to miss just one second of it even if my baby sleeps. 6:00pm. We wake to find that we are still hugging each other and it’s decided that we will have our last dinner. We decide on the meal and set about preparing it so that it can slowly cook while we shower, freshen up. She was often over at our house, babysitting my sister and I when my Mom worked late at the hospital. I spent many an hour in my bed fantasising about how those luscious big breasts would feel. As I got older I'm sure she noticed I hold hugs for longer and longer and my hands had a tendency to wonder. Thankfully she let me have my fun and didn't tell my Mom. It was a shock for her and all of us when her husband left her when I was about 18- I could hear her tell my mom what a slut the new. Thoseare the worst culprits." Okay, I will." Good. You're nineteen, and you're no longer in your growth phase, soyou don't need as many calories."When I left Dr. Cooper's office I felt confused and not a little bitworried about my weight. Yes, I'd realized months earlier that I wasgetting heavier, and it kind of terrified me. In response I'd cut waydown on fats in my diet - no more butter, no more burgers, and onlylow-fat milk and salad dressing. And I'd look for low-fat or fat-freefood items. They became comfortable enough with me to change clothes in front of me when I was in their rooms for business or socializing. I didn't realize how comfortable they had become until one day when Tammy and Penny asked me to come to their room. It was my day off and I was dressed for the beach, t-shirt and trunks. I stopped by their room intending to proceed to the beach afterwards."We have a big favor we'd like to ask you." What's that, Tammy?" We were talking about boys the other day, and we.