Id thought Id smelled and aroma of relaxation while I was on the couch that I thought was simply my senses going haywire from this wonderful attention... but now I knew what it was. There were candles lit in the bathroom. I took a deep breath and felt myself relax just a bit more. He began to slowly take off the rest of my clothing starting with my shirt and pants then my bra and panties. I thought to myself for a second, why is he stripping me down in the bathroom but wont let me take off my. Oops. The wedding was a huge affair, even though it was thrown together in a week. I have visions of Mom dealing with caterers and rental people. Ugly."Sean:I had been thinking, for a while, that I needed to let Sheila seduce me. In the end, I am not sure who seduced whom. It seemed inevitable, from the time we met that day. Our lovemaking was different. I had never had the time to acquire any great skill as a sexual partner. My lovers generally provided that element, and none of them had. It is my fault. My anatomy is weird, and so is my brain. Phallic bits of plastic (or glass or wood or organically harvested rainbows or whatever the newest fad is) just don’t inspire me. They don’t reach the right spots. Doesn’t matter if they are realistic enough for you to think some dude must be sitting in a bathtub full of ice right now crying inconsolably, or if they look like something that modern art installation enthusiasts might buy for half a million dollars. Shape, color, texture,. I'll be stuck here. And if I'm tobe stuck here, I would much rather Philip marry somebody else and retainthe throne before risk giving it to Jessica and her mother. If only Icould tell him this somehow."Kayleigh," the Queen said. "Would you be happy to take your sister'splace tomorrow, as a last resort?" My Queen," Kayleigh replied. "I would do my duty for the good of theKingdom.," She sounded like she had been practising that line for sometime. Did she have something to do with this?"I cannot.