She held up well and thanked them all for coming. When I arrived at the house alone the next day, there were some questions if I should be allowed to ...ttend. I said that I’d received an invitation from Carol and from Mr. Jaffey.Carol was saving a seat for me and after everyone was there, Mr. Jaffey said, “This shouldn’t take very long. Let me read the letter that he asked me to read.” He unfolded a single sheet of paper and turned it so that they could all see his notarized signature. He turned. The pain I had endured, the pain I had caused, the pain I relished and the pain I abhorred. The memories were fractured at first, just simple flashes of recollection without context, but they became more vivid by the second, until whole paintings were being displayed in my mind. I had inflicted and received so much pain. It was like I was trading it my whole life. I loved it, this trading of pain, this giving and receiving. It was a game, and I loved games. Who was I? A gamemaster of pain. But. We went out for lunch where she told that , she is feeling very bad that her husband scolds her a lot over the time he has come for non pregnancy.She asked me to accompany her to an hospital to have a some checkup, later I go to know from the reports that I was a gynic checkup which says that she is fine and normal.Later day at tea point she was very sad and I asked the reason, she told that her husband always scolds her for the inability to become mother and her re post are fine. I have took. ..the bras with open fronts and the special ones with alligator clips around the cup-rims, ready to be fastened to tender tits and nipples. Two hours later the four men rang her doorbell. She was waiting. She KNEW they were coming. Against any good judgement, she said "Hi" and stood back from the opened door. The girl didn't know exactly what to do, what to expect. She relied on instinct and she just sank to her knees on the hard stone floor. She was breathless, light-headed. She had.