" I pulled back a little and shooed a fly away from herface. "So what ya scared of?" My mom. You've got no idea what she's like." Trust me, I know bet...er than you think. Sometimes you've gotta standup for yourself, even when you're scared." Ever since Mom beat me when I told her I was a girl, I've beenscared." Her jaw tightened as she hissed through her teeth. "I'm tiredof being scared." She squeezed her eyes shut and began sobbing noisily.I was busy rocking my friend and barely noticed when. .. explain!"At least she let me sit down again as I began to, though I now felt horribly exposed, embarrassed and even a little shy as I placed my hands down in my lap, purposely ignoring mom who continued to stand somewhat secluded behind my Aunt. For the next several minutes I did my level best to explain everything, not leaving a single thing out, including my excursion upstairs where I stood watching the two of them standing there breast to breast fingering one another. Which is exactly. "Oh, it's cold!" she squealed.I walked to the bank and looked it over, thinking it needed a good cleaning. Some memories popped into my mind and I shook my head to clear my eyes of the tears."What's wrong?" Sammi asked, touching my shoulder."Nothing," I replied. "Let's get it cleaned up and swim a little."We took the fallen branches away and spread our blanket near the water. We waded in holding hands and cleared some of the winter debris from the surface, throwing it on the banks. It was cold. When he came back it was just as big and hard as before.He tossed a pillow on the floor and sat on the edge of the bed.Get down on your knees like she is he said as he showed me one of the pictures.I knelt between his legs, his thing right there in my face. It looked clean but I just stared at it.Go on open your mouth and suck it for me sis. I shook my head no.Please you said you would. Just lick it a little so you know its OK.I stuck out my tongue, as I did he rubbed it across my lips and.