So my mom told me about sex for my dad thought the birds and the bees was good enough....more like confusing lol even tho I played sports I think beca...se I was raised by my mom I always have had a feminine side to me more then most guys. What I mean by this is at f******n I dressed up as a women for Halloween most guys would do it as a joke, but I actually liked it it felt comforting. little did I realize why,first I thought maybe I was I was leaning towards being gay.but that did not make any. Now a little about me. I grew up in the south where the dreaded N-word was heard more often than at a Dave Chappelle show. My parents were the rarest of southerners...liberals. And they raised me that way, thankfully. Although, being both lesbian and white civil rights advocate in the '60's assured I would never be invited to the weekly KKK cross burning and sock hop. But I wore that as a badge of honor. Some of my early memories are painful and some bittersweet such as how in my youth my. ”“And decided not to because I would be upset or disappointed?”“Yes.”“And if I wasn’t a factor? How would you decide?”“In this case? Whether or not I wanted to mess with Elyse. She doesn’t expect me to do it, based on our mutual teasing yesterday and this morning. So doing it would mess with her.”“The girl doesn’t matter?”“The girl always matters. But Alli came here with an expectation that she’d probably have sex. It’s not like I’m tricking her into it or anything.”“What did your wives. "Well, that is what you are," I said, before adding, "unless you don't want my cock in that pretty little ass of yours anymore." I learned early on treating straight boys like girls, although humiliating, often seemed to relax them, even though logically it made no sense. He didn't say anything, clearly still coming to grips with the reality that everything he thought he knew about his sexuality was wrong. I had seen the look, the silence, many times and it always led to acceptance, although.