"You know, there was a moment down there when she started talking about him that I actually found myself wishing you'd killed the bastard that day ins...ead of just breaking his legs. Isn't that a hell of a thought for a pacifist?"Igwanda shrugged. "He was no more than the catalyst, Amanda. The immediate precipitating factor. The problem she described was of the innate nature of our species, not a single individual. Perhaps the man himself may gloat that it was he alone who disrupted our. . Maine use bataya ki uski voice itni pyari hai ki mai apne hosh hi kho baitha tha. Usne kaha meri voice itni bhi pyari nahi hai to fir maine kaha ye to mai decide karunga. Usne haar maante hue kaha ki chalo jaisa tum chaho. Fir usne kaha ki baad mai baat karte hai and call cut kar di. Ab hum dono ki regular cell pe baat hone lagi thi. 1 din usne mujhse bola ki mai tumse milna chahti hu tum delhi aa jao… Maine kaha ok mai aa jata hu.. And humnne day and place dono fix kar liye.. It was some. In the bedroom, I closed the curtains, brought in several lavender-scented candles, then gathered the various stuffed animals she had collected over the years – plus a few new ones I had bought for her but had not yet presented to her – and placed them on the bed. Earlier in the day, I had also bought a vase of roses and had hidden them in my tiny office in the basement. While Tina continued to enjoy her hot bath, I brought the roses to the bedroom, taking each flower out of the vase and. And I just dropped my shirt(I was covering myself with it) And I just asked her again, please...Finally she just, like her whole body dropped in defeat, not sure how else to describe it, her shoulders, her face, her fingers went dead and her body just dropped in defeat.She then nodded, no words said, simply nodded as she walked to me and, I remember my breath literally just...I couldn't breathe, I always thought people were being dramatic when they said their breath was taken away, but I get.