Simple fact, kid, she thought, looking longingly at Rajata, but ... how will you handle it? Because handle it you are most definitely going to have to...do...She'd just reached this rather depressing stage in her thinking when the big guy she'd been introduced to as SSG Baker growled a comment, sensing, too, that a consensus of sorts had been reached."OK," he said. "so these intellectual fuckwits finally appear to have decided not to be Swarm fodder. So, who gets to remind them about the. It was so unbearable, I had to say something, "I'm sorry mum, I wont doit again" "But why Lee, what on earth possessed you? Was it a dare? Ajoke? What? Why?" Seeing the look on my mothers face, I didn't know howto reply. "I don't know why mum, I just know that I really wanted to doit". I broke down in tears, what must she think of me? I didn't knowwhat I thought of myself so god knows how this poor woman was feeling.When she broke the silence, she asked lots of questions. Had I done. Tomorrow is my day. He woke up after 2 hours and after he was looking very relaxed after the sleep. While he was asleep, Devi & I modified his itinerary and informed him when he was awake. He was ok with it. I was all set to see “My Special Night” the next night.After the movie and dinner in the evening, I headed back home and did have a share of my kiss with Nish. I did ask them if I could watch them during the massage, for which Devi said NO.I heard from them in the morning that, they both. Chapter 4 That night at dinner Mom said that Friday we would have to leave but we needed to make a decision about something. She looked first at me and said "Do you remember what you said before we left Oregon about how you might want to spend the rest of your life?"I said, "Yes, what if I want to be a girl forever? What would we do then?"Somehow I knew the answer was soon to arrive. Addie stood up and announced that if we really wanted to spend the rest of our lives as girls, experience all.