?Das W?nsche ich und ich w?nsche auch das du mir darum bitten deine Oberschenkeln mit sch?ne Striemen zu versehen, du kann dann selber w?hlen wie viel... Schl?ge du haben m?chte, aber als du deinen Tochter zeigen wird was du alles so aushalten kann soll du es nicht zu wenig machen?Dieses Spiel h?tten wir vorher probiert, und ich wusste dass es Silke recht schwer fiel mich darum zu bitten geschlagen zu werden. Und als der Innenseite von ihren Oberschenkeln wo ich sie schlagen wolle sehr. I am still a man. I tried hard to make the last thought true but my body ached from the loss of her presence. I didn’t just want her, I needed her.“Fuck, William,” I cursed out loud. “What kind of trouble will this lead to?” I buried my head in my hands while deciding to drink the night away.¤¤¤A week. Seven long, horrible nights.I stayed away from The Darkwolf in hopes of forgetting the woman that was now haunting all of my thoughts. I wondered if she felt the same even though I knew she. I started following my directions, and as we drove I said, “Bunny, a little rabbit like you should not be out turning tricks in Minneapolis in the fall. Pretty soon it’s going to be so cold, you’ll freeze your cute little cotton tail off, and maybe even die from the cold.”Bunny smiled at me and scooted over close to me on the bench seat. She put her head on my shoulder and promptly went to sleep.I got to Shooting Star and turned into the hotel parking lot. Bunny woke up and I had her wait in. I cannot draw breath, every step I take sends a jolt of pain outwards from my heart racking my extremities with the very anguish that my darling must be going through. Every conscious thought a lament to what could have been, followed by the inevitable question,’ what if?’ My every thought sears the very foundation of my being with the knowledge of the irresponsibility, the selfishness with which I dabbled with my angel’s heart and now that the reality has set in, I can feel myself being.