I went and sat next to him on his bed to his right. I kept the textbook on my lap. He held the notebook on his lap and started writing stuff and expla...ning it. While explaining, he turned the pages of the book with his right hand. The bottom of the textbook was close to my crotch.When he turned the pages, he touched my dick over my shorts about 5 times, unintended. But it felt good. I liked his touches even though they were just a few mild touches. My dick was getting hard by the passing. ‘I am learning, please be patient with me’, I said looking down, probably opening that part of me for the first time, ‘My mother has given me thousand lists of what I can do to fail has a wife and my dad has given me thousand lists of when to shut up. So, I am learning’. He laughed though I wasn’t joking. He said, ‘I apologize for laughing and for my earlier behavior. I will keep that in my mind, if you promise me to remember that you are not in your home anymore. Ghauri, let the past be in the. And I hadn’t disclosed this to my visitor beforehand. I cautiously opened the door to see my visitor standing waiting patiently.“Hi, I’m Peter!” I smiled. “Lenny!” Said the gorgeous black man, as I stood to one side to allow him access to my hotel bedroom.Both being nervous we had a beer and chatted about anything and everything but nothing of any consequence. Until eventually I plucked up the courage to move on slightly having noticed that he had seen my stocking clad feet. “How does this. The preacher spoke, "And you young man?" No," Tony replied. "This is a personal decision and neither of us can make it for the other. I love my baby sister, but this is something she has to do herself."Things were going to get really ugly if the preacher decided on a hard sell. At home the pastor understood, at least as much as a man in his position could, Tony's reluctance to give himself to a God he no longer trusted. Tony had no intention, until he actually met God, if He existed, of falling.