”“Why would you need...” Brit turned crimson, then said, “I’m sorry. Don’t mind me,” as she ducked her head.Celeste looked at Brit for a...few seconds, then in a gentle voice said, “Anyone can feel unworthy. While I’m not willing to tell you ... or anyone else here, at least yet, why I’ve felt unworthy, I assure you that I did and do. The whole family here has helped me a lot in that regard. Unknowingly, perhaps, but helped a lot. They think I’m gorgeous. I don’t know that I believe that, but. "Good girl" she said. "Now what about makeup?" Please madam" I stammered "I haven't ever worn full make up, onlylipstick" She went back to the cupboard and threw me a bright redlipstick "You know what to do girl". I went to the mirror on the walland applied the lipstick. "More girl" she shouted, "I want my sissy girlwith lots of lipstick. Now turn around and let me look at you. Walkaround for me." I took a few steps around the room and turned to faceher. She approached me and grabbed hold of my. My friend starts CPR on her as I call 911. We hear the sirens just as she coughs up water. We’ve managed to save her but she doesn’t wake up. We carry her outside to the ambulance and notice that the vans and our cars are gone, but it doesn’t matter. We all crawl into the ambulance. My friend glares at me the whole way, blaming me. I look away and say nothing. He hates when I have these dreams of things that happen. I don’t know what it means, I think I see things that will happen sometimes. He. I was in my late 20s at that time, and Amber was 15. We weren't all that far apart in age; well, yeah we were but I was trying to rationalize that Beverly wasn't really asking me to fuck a teenage girl half my age. But, Amber was almost precisely that; half my age, and never been fucked before.I'd seen Amber before lots of times and I'd noticed that she was developing nicely into a maturing young woman, even at her tender age of 15. But, I'd really never noticed that Amber was overtly sexy or.