As we finally part, I sense a part of you that needs to hold back. As hard as I know it is for me, and I sense it is for you, I know you're right. Wit... no sense of regret, and a bit of sadness, we resume our walk together. It's more quiet and a little more serious now. Nothing will ever be the same.Later on, as I'm restlessly laying on the couch, unable to sleep because thoughts of you are racing through my head. I decide I can't take it anymore, and get up and head to your bedroom. As I slowly. . regular.It used to be worse - before I started taking hormones, I could hardlystand to look at myself even dressed, but with my breasts coming in alittle, now if I wear the right kind of clothes I guess there are worselooking women out there.But naked, all I see is the ugly bits, so I just dont go there.I know I shouldnt complain - I've seen some people who have it a lotrougher than me in the looks department - burn victims, people withhorrible diseases, people with terrible birth defects.Me,. I lightly bit my bottom lip using my most innocent face I could display. "Where are you headed in such a rush... Jenny?" he asked as he read my name on my drivers license then looked back into my eyes with a little smirk on his face."I'm just going home. I had a long day at work and I must've not been paying attention to my speed, I'm sorry sir."The officer looked at me, then glanced over and saw a couple sets of my stripper outfits on the passenger seat, and said, "hmm, just getting off of. Raat me jab hum log sone k liye lete to maine badi jaldi sone ka natak kiya waise b mausi ko koi fark nhi pad rha tha mere sone ka cz unhone letne k thodi der baad hi wo saari b hata di thi aur dusri taraf karwat badal kr ungli ragad rhin thi shayad unse intzaar nhi ho rha tha, ye mjhe uski gaand dekhKr saaf pta chal rha tha uska poora badan chandni raat me saaf dikh rha tha unki gaand peeche se do safed choti choti pahadiyon ki tarah lag rhin thin mujhe ye baad me samjh me aaya ki mausi ki.