I connect with the flames of a malevolent fire; I see myself within its intense heat. I feel as if my emotions are a wild flame of insecurities, reven...e and self-hatred. It's ironic how I see myself engulfed in darkness and yet I feel as if I connect with the one thing that can bring me light.The darkest night - a blanket of onyx silk shielding us from the problems and responsibilities of the coming day...I found myself gazing up at the wondrous beauty of the night sky only hours ago — lost in. For the next ten minutes, Miss Wilson cuddled with me, running her hands up and down my back.After she had rubbed my body a little while, I put my arms around her, kissed her, and whispered in her ear, “I would love to do that to you now!”Miss Wilson rolled onto her back and said, “Okay, I’m all yours, honey.”“I Just started licking and kissing my way down to her pussy, I moved down between her thighs. When I got close to her pussy, I was so mesmerized by it that I couldn’t move away. I could. Instead, I being ‘Little Miss Confident’ with a full house hand of Jacks over 9s offered up my ‘Anything you want’ bid.When Jake called my bid and laid down four 3s I cried foul. Not at anyone in particular but I was just in disbelief that I could have lost so many hands that when I finally had a nice hand I was beaten. So when Jake said ‘a blowjob’ it wasn’t really a surprise. In the five months that Jake and I had been dating I had successfully avoided, dodged, evaded and, in general, hid. She scheduled the appointment and that night told me how she was going to see the new doctor and she hoped he would not notice that she became aroused during her exam. She would not have sex because she said she had the appointment the next day and wanted to be clean. I teased her about her arousal and we went to sleep. The next day I offered to drive her to her appointment since she was not familiar with the location. We drove to the doctor and arrived promptly at 6 that evening. I walked in.