” It warms my heart that she feels protective of me enough to speak up like that.I feel the need to address business, saying, “Gran and I took car... of all the funeral arrangements so you will not have to worry about anything. If there is anything special you want, let me know, and I’ll make the arrangements. Has anybody phoned Donny and Henry?”Grandpa somehow finds a way to look even more sad but is unable to answer. It is Zlata that speaks up. “I’m sorry. I didn’t want them to hear it from a. It'salready started. I don't want that body. I am a girl and want to have agirl's body. After doing a lot of reading on the subject and a lot ofthought, I think the sooner I start changing my body's chemistry thebetter. By doing it now, it'll be as close to a female as I couldpossibly ever get. If I wait, I'll have to contend with changes thattestosterone will make. "I know this is a big thing and I want you guys to know that I don'ttake the decision lightly. Ultimately, the decision is up to. I learned to wash the dishes and put them away before retiringfor the night. And my favorite part of the day was picking up thehomeowner's panties, learning how to hand-wash them gently, inhalingdeeply when I would sense the aroma of woman's pee still on them.Invariably my instructors were harsh on me, making me repeat the samechore over and over again until I got it just right. All would ridiculeme, a strong, athletic male dressed in a maid's outfit. And some would gothe extra step, forcing me. The money in Paul's envelope after their first meeting should cover the cost of a corset surely? She had been planning to buy shoes with it, but realized she owed it to Paul to spend his money sensibly.She was quite pale when she walked back downstairs, and Melissa noticed and asked if she was okay. "Yes, darling, everything is fine. Is it time for Scott's homework yet?"Belinda's room was now quite well outfitted, with a wardrobe full of dresses and skirts and things, and a dressing table.