Once at Leon’s place, he and I sat on his couch while Jon took a lounge chair. I couldn’t wait to get started and so I positioned myself across h...s legs and wrapped one arm around his neck. “Kiss me” I asked again and our lips once more met. I lay there across him, savoring his kisses, feeling his tongue explore my mouth, moaning softly at his tenderness. “Oh baby” I started, “You’re so good” I said loud enough for Jon to hear. We continued to kiss and my passion continued to rise with his. It was so different from the tense anger and bristling jealousy of Randi, or Shontay, or the wildly jealous Jane, for example, a hot, possessive feeling she had felt from many others too.On top of that, there was her own jealousy to contemplate. She could scarcely bear to think of Dawn naked in bed with Robert without feeling something like battery acid curdling and gurgling painfully in her clenched stomach."Tamara is very sweet," she said, noncommittally."I know she's sweet, silly," Dawn gave. “Dam girls, I want to eat both of you,” I said, causing them to giggle.Carol was the first one to speak up “first you need to cum” she said ,Dawn moved to her side just smiling and with her fingers widened Carol's pussy. “Make him cum”Carol said pushing Dawn up to my cock “make him cum on me then you both can eat me”. That was all Dawn needed to hear, she grabbed my cock and began sucking me hard. She had such a grip on my cock it pulled me closer to them both.She ran my cock up and down. That's something I wouldn't be able to do, everything I do when it comes to impact play will be coupled with lots of emotional energy.But just as I have to own my Sadistic desires, I have to also be transparent that I'm not a mean person nor can I completely remove myself emotionally from a beating I'm giving. It's a dance I do between inflicting pain and providing comfort. The dance is delicate and often the lines are blurred.But I absolutely love to hurt a woman in a bdsm context if they have.