A week later her boss had bought her a house and moved in with her. That, till now, is the worst week of my life. I thought I was going to die, I’d ...nown her for four years, I’d not considered being with anyone else whiles I was with her, I was in love. The next year was even worst. I was still living with my parents at age 23 and they fed me. My parents never complained, I ran errands, chores, and did all I could to help them. They told me they wish I stay with them forever and they’re going. Let me help you. You were and are the sweetest most caring man I have met. It breaks my heart knowing your killing yourself. You are dishonoring Amya. She would have wanted you to go on and live your life. To be happy, right now your actions are dishonoring the memory that was your love.”I don’t know why but it dawned on me. OH MY GOD she’s right. I had promised Amya I would take care of Akira and I have left her alone. I left a young woman alone in a foreign land. Everything came back to me. I. I shrugged. "I guess... I don't know... I mean I've been preparing myselffor this..."She came over to me and gave me a hug, saying "Jordan, I would doanything to fix this if I could... You know that don't you?"I nodded. "Yeah Mom I do... Thanks... It's just something else I've gotto get used to, I guess." Get used to?" she asked. "So, are you going to be wearing these thingsfrom now on?"I nodded, but said, "The jeans and underwear feel pretty good... I knowyou said I needed to wear the bras.... My father thinks we can get more. He's talking an average of $650,000." Around $20,000,000?" Yes," I said."Stan Michelson and his crew would be the best local firm you could hire to market the condos," she said.I asked for and she gave me Michelson's contact information. Then I did my dog-and-pony show with the preliminary design work, except the show was very informal: one easel, no special lighting, and after I finished with a design board, I dropped it casually to the floor before moving to.