I think this week end will be really good. Journal Entry: November 25, 2014Another week has passed and still nothing in the sex department. My wife's ...romises fell apart as she complained of headaches and needing more sleep. Journal Entry: December 3, 2014It has been three months and I am started to get really frustrated with my wife and our sex life. She has no interest and even when I lay in bed masturbating right next to her she just pretends to be asleep. Journal Entry: December 7,. I'll do it in front of yourmother. Do you understand?" Yes, Madam." Look, it'll be hard. You'll get embarrassed. You'll be exposed. Therewill be times you'll beg me to be a benevolent mistress. There will betimes you'll look at me and think 'what a bitch.' But it only works oneway. If you feed the dog, the dog doesn't get to bark about the food.Even if it's a cute little poodle." Am I your poodle, Madam?"I smiled. "I'm going to put you in a dog show, Bubble-butt. You'll win aribbon. Looks and. Simon and Brenda traveled a lot. Dinner in New York, shopping, theater in DC. The next day, a hotel in Vegas. Did they ever stay home?One account led to another and I discovered that there were often charges made in geographically different locations on the same day. A hotel in Orlando on the same night that one was paid in Acapulco. They traveled a lot, but not necessarily together. Finally, I came across the first of what I’d call Simon’s personal accounts. This account showed mainly cash. Now I only had to figure out how to respondto a request to meet again if indeed it happened. Using the acid testmen use, if I found him naked in the bed would I throw him out? Itdidn't take long to answer No I would not! Now I found the wife issuetroubling but it was a long way down a path strewn full of" ifs andmaybes" between where I was now and hoping into bed with her husband. Idecided I would cross that bridge when I came to it.So the only thing between me and picking up the phone was this.