‘You did not send that to Michael, did you?’ she pleaded, ‘please tell me you’re kidding.’ ‘The message was ‘Tonight has opened me up in...so many ways. Wait up for me so I can tell you everything.’ I think he’ll be anxiously awaiting your return,’ Lori laughed. Betsy had sounded fearful but she was also grinding herself harder and faster against me now. ‘Are they fucking?’ Diane squealed as the women began filing back into the room. Betsy immediately lifted her hips up and away from my body. . "Kelly carry the diaper bag for me please." I watch grandmother hands thediaper bag to the real Miley referring to her as Kelly my name."Grandmother can you tell Kelly to get out while I am getting dressed?"What the heck, I just called the real Miley, Kelly. I am so messed up. Ifeel the tee shirt being pulled over my head. My small arms pop throughthe tiny puffy short sleeves. I look at the color and it is light pink orlight red with large white circles all over it.I open my mouth to complain. An eleven year old boy does not get much privacy so I did not get to wearmy sister's dresses often. I liked wearing them, I thought I looked cute,I know I felt good in them.Yesterday our Grandmother visited us so Gwen wore the dress. I could nottake my eyes off her in it. I so wished I was in that dress. I knew thatI would try to stay home from school in order to wear it. (I had donethis a few times in the past).Mentally, I made plans. I would wear everything she wore with the dress.I knew. After a little while, he tossed the books aside and lay back on the bed, thinking about stuff.He was staring up at the ceiling when Mary tapped on the door and walked in. Lost in thoughts, he'd forgotten about the books on the bed until Mary spotted them and reached down. She got one before he could stop her.Her eyes grew wide as she looked through it. "Where did you get this? What if Mom and Dad find out?" Even as she said that, though, she continued to flip through the book, and Jeff could.