All day people would pass me and avert their eyes. Whispers seemed to follow me wherever I went. A surprising number of people would stop me and eithe... tell me they were sorry or ask me how I was doing. I couldn't imagine how it would have been if they knew about Shannon. I'd probably never get another date if word got out that another girl I was seeing had died. I managed to make it through to lunch okay. I ran into Tim on my way and as soon as he saw me he walked up and hugged me. He didn't. She called down and asked me if I wanted her to wear makeup I said yes heavy. I see her walk down the stairs and she looks great I look at her and her make up is heavy. I walk to her and ask her if she wants to go as she is or wants to wear a coat. She says a coat I say ok. I attach a leash to her and add leather cuff to wrists and attach. I lead her out of house to our car she sits in front and I seat belt her in and unbutton her raincoat. We drive across town and when we stop I roll down the. I looked over at Lana and she shrugged.“Okay, sure,” I said. “Noon?”“That would be good,” he said. Well, it was 10:30 a.m.I need to clarify here that Abigail and I had not made up; likely never would in any true sense. But, we did share kind of an armed truce. We did talk if but in short terse sentences from time to time. We did see each other around. It was what it was.It had been some months since the big man had made the unilateral decision, and without my knowledge, to get the legs for me.. 4. I will worship my Master's body all the time.5. I acknowledge that I am nothing more than an object - an instrument to be used by my Master for his pleasures.6. I acknowledge that my body and mind is the property of my Master and always will be until he decides otherwise.7. I will never again masturbate without my Master’s permission.8. I will always thank my Master for all that he gives me.9. I will never hesitate when responding to my Master.10.I will maintain my punishment book which will.