I hated all that had happened to me but it made me what I was. The world was lucky I wasn't a serial killer, some days I just had a hair trigger.That ...ight I was suffering. I went home and got into bed, I considered taking one of the pain pills I had laying around. If I did that I would get to sleep much easier, but then I would also become dependent on them. So I got back out of bed and went to the net. Once there I went into a chat room and found a woman, with whom to chat. She was the one. Now i called every one for next day plan….Mahboob said we should next better spot, every one agrees…so we pack right away…and went to better and hillyside….We put our camps…i showed the spot where to put camps….And in center we gather lots of wood for campfire…..And i said”okay boys…now this is very good spot…every one should thanks mahboob….For his cooperation with us”Then i said “i will decide sleeping arrangement for tonight….Right side camp for our kitchen and food stuff…and also mahbbob. That didn't seem likely to her. "Sure, why not? How about we meet here in an hour?" I will see you then" Greg smiled as they parted. He walked the rest of the way home in a more direct route, but was thinking all the way home, "Why did I do that? I just saw my still beating heart ripped out of my chest." Greg felt a mixture of anger, excitement, anxiety, frustration, ... He got to his apartment, stripped down, showered under hot water for about 30 minutes, then dried himself off as best he. And Mr. C owned a pool, so Tony and I spent many a days swimming back there. Mr. C. traveled a lot that left Mrs. C., Tony and I alone. Mrs. C. would often come out by the pool and join us, she usually just sunbathed. She always wore a bikini that barely held in her large breasts. I always had to stay in the pool longer to let my hard on subside. Whenever Tony went inside to go to the bathroom or get a drink I took the opportunity to steal glances at the bathing beauty. Whenever Mrs. C. got out.