We know how much pain this is causing you and wewant you to be happy. So we're going to help you become the woman youdesperately want to be."The bomb ...ad blown up in my face and I wasn't dead but I wanted to die.Why was she saying these things to me? Did she expect me to be happy? Iwas so embarrassed and ashamed, it wanted to crawl under a rock anddie. I pleaded with her to forget the whole thing and I told her that Ididn't want to be a woman."But you do want to be a woman, Darren. You know it. Drained from the whole night's perverted festivities I laid there like a whore and accepted his load with a whimper, just a whimper. Drained from all bodily fluids we came down from our sexual high and embraced each other feeling each others heart beats in silence we didn't move afterward we just laid there, after what seemed like hours we stirred to life as Jim sat me up looked me in the eyes and said, ''Just do it Roma, just fucking marry me!'' A bit stunned I was not sure what to say, I. The other man then walked over to him and tied his hands and legs to the legs of the table with ropes. When he was finished he went to the kitchen counter and started to tend to something which confused Joey a lot but he couldn't see what was happening. His attention soon turned to something else, however, as the girl climbed on the table and sit between his open legs.„I think it's about time we tell you what we want” she started „We work for a special company called White Sissy Hunters” Joey. " Dr. Walsh had not introduced either man, and I guessed she would do so when she felt it appropriate.We withdrew to the dining room, where 'Boy', Dr. Walsh's only name for the nude helper, served a very tasty mixed greens and vegetables salad with a light herb dressing. The conversation began when I was asked by one of the men why I felt the books in Dr. Walsh's class did not adequately cover the topic.'Boy' then served a soup that was rich with onions, cheeses and croutons and was totally.