"Yeah, guys can be dicks," I said, filling in the silence."You're a guy. Maybe you can explain to me why the only way guys seem to understand love is ...y shoving their penis in you and using you like a rag."I looked over at her, raising an eyebrow at her bluntness. She wasn't looking at me. She was staring off out the window, looking sad."Not all guys are like that," I said. "And anyway, if that's the worst of your problems you're doing pretty good. Who knows, maybe someday you'll grow to like. .. she?” Between sobs.“I don’t know lover.” My tears were just as heavy. “That is why I want to talk to her. My friend seems to think that maybe it was blackmail.”“Blackmail? We never kept secrets from each other.”“Well, lover, if it was a secret, we wouldn’t know, would we?”“My God! What could be so horrible that she would do this to cover it up?”“Again, I don’t know and that is why we need to talk to her when she comes around. We need to stay calm and talk to her. If she is hiding something. He was kissing my stomach when it rumbled loudly."Hungry?" he asked."Very." You know, Mom wouldn't mind your feeding The Kitten while you ate." The Kitten would mind my feeding myself while she ate." And so she would. She even objected to my giving attention to Bob for that conversation, although I gave her plenty of reassurance in our pauses. She is learning a little independence from Maman, but any independence on the part of Maman is a horse of a different color.The Kitten, however, finally. As I was growing I started to watch blue movies and different magazines and other porn stuff and I was getting educated about sexual desires. My mom is 40 and she is not educated and mostly stays at home and wears a normal sari at home, she doesn’t care to keep her saree proper while working at home so most of the time when she is working at home her half boobs are visible underneath of her blouse which she won’t notice but her growing son has started to notice it and was getting hard on the.