I knew I had reached the bottom of a depraved abyss of lust when Tim rolled to his back with me atop him and spread my thighs and said, “Come fuck y...ur mom with that big white dick fella while I stretch her tight white asshole with this nigger dick”.I could see the hurt in my son’s eyes and I wanted to hold him and assure him of my eternal love of him and try to make him understand the forces that drove me, forces I could no longer control. Instead my gaze focused upon the precum oozing from. Will it work out, or will this same thing happen again and again. Will Kirk sleep with other women? Will I sleep with other men? How can either of us be sure that we won't? How can we trust each other again? Kirk, Kirk, why did we come here tonight... why did you have to let Christy put her mouth on you, and why did I have to let Eric put his long hard penis into my vagina to cum there, to fill my belly with another man's seed?She pulled his head down and held it cradled against her, feeling. .. Dad... Ed... Iremember being your daughter. I'm Lil, but I'm... I'm Leah, too, LeahWagner, your daughter." If you're Leah, then where's Lil?"Her face went white. "I'm... she's... she's dead, Dad. She had a heartattack and died in her sleep about two years ago."There was a sudden rush of memories. Ed remembered waking up thatmorning and... and -- _NO!_ -- and finding Lil dead. He remembered --oh, Lord, please, no -- he remembered the funeral. He'd taken earlyretirement, and Leah had moved. "Let me go!" She yelled half muffled by the cushion she was pressed against. She struggled against my grip wiggling under me."What do I get if I do?" I asked playfully."Well, I can already tell what you want..." she trailed off. I was confused until I realized what she had meant. Her wiggling had caused me an erection that began poking her butt."I'm so sorry!" I said trying to explain "I didn't mean to, I swear" I was expecting her to yell or get pissed or make me get off, but I was surprised.