I never spoke to them, I did my work and left or went to my room where I felt totally comfortable by myself. I was always pretty much a loner. Growing...up in the system, moving from one foster home to another, I was my own best friend, needing no one. One day, the Madam asked me why I chose to be by myself all of the time. I simply told her that I like it better that way. ‘It’s not good for you child.’ ‘Maybe it isn’t….maybe it is’, was my remark. ‘Are you sassing me child?’ she asked in that. "I love a good cross-stitch. Do you?" It's my......It's my first."I tried to shrink into the group, but again found them deliberatelyexposing me. So I stood, copying their stance, creating a distinctlyfemale posture. My wife smiled and nodded. It was a small moment betweenus, but in this moment of panic it helped me to relax.Lyn offered her hand and I take it gracefully."My name's Lyn. I'm Chairwoman of the club. I don't think I've seen youhere before." I sometimes play...." I stop, aware I was. I can still hear your moans as I rocked into you, bringing you to climax as I had wanted to so badly. ‘Where is Stephaney?’ asks a woman with a familiar face. ‘You two were so cute together. I heard you got married.’ ‘Yes we were married,’ I tell her. ‘We were married in October, the year after graduation. It was a small affair, family only.’ She asks a dozen questions before someone else catches her attention. ‘Yes, we did save something for our honeymoon’ I tell her. She wants to know more.. Then she dragged herself in the door, hungry and dog-tired after a tense 14-hour day of work, only to have me shout at her. No wonder she was upset.“I know I was late, and I should have called, and I’m sorry, Jason. What I don’t understand is why you got so upset? You’ve never shouted at me before, and it scared me. You know I would never even think of cheating on you.”“I’m sorry for shouting, Lena, but...” I stammered to a halt and turned away from her, my head in my hands. I didn’t know how.