Enjoy. I heard the alarm scream at 6:00am and struggled with the bedcovers to reach it. Pam turned to me and opened one eye, trying to focus on what ...ust happened. ‘Damn, that alarm’s loud.’ We both collapsed back into our pillows and stared at the ceiling. The room was dark at this time of the morning. She asked, ‘Do we have to get up yet?’ ‘Why don’t you lay here a bit longer and I’ll turn the coffee on.’ I donned my robe and house shoes, headed to the bathroom and began to empty my. "Do you smoke?" he asked, offering me a puff on his joint. I accepted,fearing I would be caught & be kicked off the train yet again.Soon though I didnt care & we found ourselved chatting about all things which led to more talk of sex or my lack of it.Stoned & half drunk after a few beers I drifted off to sleep again.Thinking I was having an erotic dream, i went with the flow, it felt good, her wet lips kissing the tip of my cock, her hands running over my cum filled balls, her finger gently. My eyes would then open in the dark and I’d be holding nothing but thin air, alone with my tears. I’d tighten my fist, my nails piercing my skin, hard, until I’d bleed, hating myself, hating my life, though no one ever noticed the cuts. Why was I cursed like this? I didn’t know, I’d never know. I knew I could never have you, that there would always be a wall between us, a wall that only I could see. Each time you visited, part of me wanted to hide, it hurt so much to see you. But I couldn’t. She lifted her arms to the waistband of her microskirt and rolled it down slightly, revealing her lovely navel and then the slight swelling of her stomach and then further still past the bikini-brief undies she wore, letting her skirt fall to the floor. Tina stepped away from the skirt and she could see that her fiend's eyes were following her very closely indeed.Tina was wearing a bikini-brief panty that was virtually transparent and her big, thick thatch of cunt hair stood out like a sore.