He didn't know what it was, but he liked the change.Everything was so peaceful.The night was warm and spicy smelling.He breathed deeply and let all th... odors come into him.He heard Mary come into the room.Then he smelled her. The fragrance was lilacs.She walked over and stood behind him for a moment.Then she touched him.There was no routine, no pattern.She just touched him.Gently, softly, lightly.Her hands played gently over the broad surface of his back. To Swede they felt like butterflies.He. Here I was, a happily married woman with two great k**s, a great husband and I was going to a bachelor’s apartment. I even thought for a moment about letting my husband know about it but I quickly put that thought out of my mind. Bobby is trusting but I didn’t think this would fly with him. The next Tuesday as agreed I arrived at James’s apartment dressed in a pair of jeans and a top with a V neck. I did not want to show too much skin, but at the same time I didn’t want to come across as a. I had never choked anyone with my dick before. It seemed too rude. This was all her doing, so I just let it happen. She gagged herself on me half a dozen times, not roughly like Jeremy had done, but she was trying to impress me and it worked. She used her hand while getting over a coughing fit, I told her she did not need to do that again.She resumed a more typical blowjob and got me over the edge in a few minutes. I gave her my usual warning so I did not cum in her mouth. She stopped and used. Fuck, this is hard." Yeah, it doesn't get any harder. Just be honest with me. When this conversation is finished, no matter what you want or say, we'll still be a couple, unless you want to call it quits." I won't. I love you." Then tell me what you want." I want you to be faithful, but I'm bisexual, which means I want sex with girls, too." Finally," I breathed."Which isn't fair, but that's the way I want it." Fuck fair. We're trying to figure out how to keep what we have alive and well, not be.