I went to make another strong rum and coke, then sat down next to Deon. Todd looked at me, shook his head, and then tried to sink his mind into the ga...e again. I watched as the hands came and went, with Todd's stack of chips rising and falling. I thought about what I really wanted, and how I'd been greedy and stupid to buy into this life with him to begin with. I thought about how blind I was to his downward spiral until it was too late, and how he apparently thought nothing of gambling away my. . and I mean that literally as well because she'd taken off her bra and her magnificent breasts were clearly visible under the top she was wearing.... a sort of white muslin semi-transparent material with solid white bits in it..... women will know what I mean. Her large stiff brown nipples were straining against the material and as she looked down at my bulge I knew she could see my excitement. Anyway, a couple of seconds later she was feeling it, first through my trousers and then with the. I think about how I actedbefore last week and it seems strange. Like I was a different person.But it was still me. That's all I know."She chuckled and said, "Antonio, I'm going to be here for your wholeswitch and a little bit afterwards. I promise you that the newperspective on life that you're just now experiencing is only thebeginning of a grand journey."She'd talked about how it was a "journey" before, but I never reallythought about the word until now. I looked at her and said, "A. After 15 minutes or so, all of our friends were done, so we headed out tograb a bite to eat. The dining halls were packed, so we piled into ourcars and went to Booches for some burgers. Normally, I could put away 4or 5 of the small burgers Booches served, but I settled for two and couldbarely get through the second. I did, however, manage to play a good gameof pool, despite my new weight balance, taking a nice chunk of cash fromthe boys. We headed back home and parted ways for the day as Megan.