It hurt so much that I did without - men that is - for the next four years. It's amazing how long a girl can go without a lover, when you let your hea...t get broken by someone who was never worthy of it, to begin with."Catherine snuggled in deeper, driving out the air between us, as she bared her soul before sharing with me what it is she wanted out of our relationship. I was determined to let her talk until she found the words she was searching for so anxiously.It was a long time in coming.. She decided to give Amy 10 final swats and then stop. POP!…POP!…POP!…POP!…POP!…POP!… Amy started to cry louder. The pain in her bottom started to make it harder to stay in position. She struggled to keep her bottom out. Her knees began to shake. Suzanne decided to lay the final four swats across both bottom cheeks. POP!… Amy sobbed loudly. POP!… Suddenly she twisted out of position, but before Suzanne could say anything, struggled to get her hands back on the bench and her feet spread.. That's an episode I missed."Anna smiled and said, "Pull up a chair. I've never seen this before, but I'll give it a try. I'm not tired enough to sleep yet."James pulled off his leather jacket and draped it over the back of the recliner next to the couch where Anna was sitting. He was wearing a white wife-beater that showed off his muscular arms and chest to good effect.The image was hardly lost on Anna, who had to fight to keep her eyes off of him from the moment that the jacket came off.Half. Then she screams. -Four months later- Karina sets the last box on the floor of her one bedroom apartment, staring at it. Piled around her is her mother’s life, packed away. Now that she’s gone, Karina can’t afford to pay the mortgage of the house alone. After what happened, she didn’t want to go back there anyway.The afternoon passes dreadfully slow, Karina walking around her small apartment, skirting the taunting packages. Unfortunately procrastinating won’t make them disappear. She makes.