“But how will I ask Lakith for sex?” and with that question to myself I started feeling uneasy and the passing time my restlessness increased so m...ch that I failed to concentrate over anything and it was just “how can I fuck him” which was dwelling in my mind.Till evening; till I saw Lakith climbing stairs to get into his room I don’t know how many times I thought about quitting from trying fucking with him and how many time came up with a fresh idea of approaching him to reveal my lustful. "I head toward the living room and sure enough my wife's car is pulling into the driveway. I step outside the door and walk to meet her. I give her a smile and a kiss as she steps out. "Hello dear, how was your day?" she asks."Not bad. I think Anna had a rough day though. She mentioned something about boys being stupid."She shakes her head and sighs. "Oh teenage girls. She had her heart set on being a cheerleader thinking that would solve everything. I bet that Mark boy did something stupid. You need to live each day to the fullest, to relish its beauty and uniqueness. No pity parties. No gloomy Guses. Come on, Jack. Get on with your living."Yes, Barbara would say that. She faced more than one loss with grace and serenity I envied. Barbara would be right. It had been seventeen months since she died. It was time to stop grieving and get on with living.Saying it is a lot easier than doing it. I had told myself a hundred times to start anew, but my own advice fell on sterile soil.. She saw that and the lust in her eyes made me go wild. I turned her started kissing her back. I didn’t leave a single portion of her body. Kissed all the parts. Then we came into 69 position and started sucking each other. Finally I made her lie on the bed and pushed my penis inside her cunt. It went slowly inside and then I gave sudden push. Being a virgin, it was paining for her and tears started rolling her eyes. I asked her whether I should stop, but she denied and she wants this more than.