It made me see her as a woman and no longer as some kind of mother figure." I know I was a jerk, but I still love my wife. We were married for almost ...wenty years." I'm sorry Peter. I had a notion this was how you felt, but you'll have to understand you hurt Carmen a lot. When we moved to this house I started to look at Carmen with new eyes. The combination of her looks, sunny disposition and vibrant personality made me aware of her as a woman. Moreover, it seemed to me, that my transformation. There she was stood in front of me. I’d just got up ready for work, walked downstairs and there she was, sat on my sofa watching Kerrang TV. “We really need this TV channel in America”. I just stood in the doorway in my pyjamas and looked at here. Not 4 hours ago I had been talking to her online. It wasn’t possible for her to be here. “Wha...How...?” “Quit asking questions and just kiss me”. I continued staring as she got up off the sofa in her tiny Avenged Sevenfold top and short skirt,. MD explained that I was of no interest to her, just a used up fat whore well past my use by date. She said that she was only interested in getting money from me. We agreed on a regular payment plan. She agreed to meet me that night, just to display her dominance. I would have to pay though. I had no money and no way to get it without alerting my wife. My mother in law was staying at that time so, only 10 mins of being back in contact with MD I was stealing money out of her purse to buy my. At first it was full of concentration and then it relaxed into a dreamy look. The fast section brought a look of wonder to her face and then, as the music reverted, the dreamy look returned. Steven did not say a word."Can you play it again, Uncle Steven?" Of course."He did so and watched the same range of emotions, less the intense concentration, move across her face."Well?" he asked at the end."Beautiful! It's so romantic." It is, isn't it?" How does the player... ?" Pianist." What?" The.