I watched her moving her body on the dance floor. It was flawless! She was about 30 yrs old, 510, 135 lbs, with long shapely legs that curved their wa... up to a beautiful perfect shaped ass. Her breasts looked store bought and I guessed they were 34Ds. Her body was in great shape with perfectly sculpted arms, legs, and abs. She obviously spent several hours a day in the gym. She was brunette with long hair that flowed down her back. She had big beautiful blue eyes and full red lips. Little did. "Yeah," I said, trying not to sound like I was lying."What's going on?" Kathy asked."Nothing." Are you gay?" she asked sincerely.I shook my head no, but I couldn't look her in the eyes. She asked againand I finally broke down and told her about me. I told her that I alwayswished I had been a girl; that I felt like I was a girl inside and that Ihated what I was. I told her that I felt like I was a straight girltrapped inside this body. I even told her that I often thought aboutsuicide. With the support of my family, I threw myself into doing good things at work and making a good home for my unborn child.I think I knew that I was neglecting my sexual needs, but I also knew that I had to focus on raising my child. That neglect became a bit more apparent after my daughter was born. I remember telling Kathy at work about how sensitive my breasts had become.What I couldn't tell her was how often I had to masturbate after my daughter had fed. I have a favorite picture that is the. .And I wonder how it is possible to insert such a big cock inside that tiny hole (at that time I didn’t know what vagina is made for and the only thing I knew is, urine is coming from there and I thought fucking is totally for fun I didn’t know what’s the reproduction means..)..Then uncle started to fuck her ,pumping his huge thing inside & out …his huge black balls was dancing on her clitt( this also I didn’t know @ that time)..After fucking for about 10 minutes he again made mother to stand.