I finished styling my hair and went and sat in the lounge and watched some TV in my towel for an hour or so, until my mum came and sat next to me. She...was still embarassed about the earlier incident. She talked about the weather and what I had been up to today, when I suddenly cut in (not intentionally) and said to her 'Mum, you don't have to be embarrassed, it was an accident, and anyway, you've got nothing to be embarrassed about' giving her a cheeky wink. She started to go red, but soon just. I was forced to keep my body smooth and hairless so that when I was fully dressed I actually looked like a woman. Even I was shocked at how hot I looked when completely made up. I was embarrassed at how much pride I felt when looking at my new self in the mirror.I was also forced to wear the breast forms Master gave me as well as a padded girdle that gave me feminine hips. It took several beatings with his belt before Master got me to take the handful of pills each morning consisting of female. This onerevolved around Paul. While I can't remember all the details, I doremember him standing over Rita's bloody body, smiling. The imagescared the hell out of me. I looked over at the clock.It was just before 3am, way to early to get up. I got up and went tothe bathroom. Once back in bed I rolled over and surprised myself byfalling right back to sleep.Monday morning, I was determined to go to court for Paul arraignment.Anita was supposed to come over to help with the cleaning, but I. She?d been denied dolls, tea parties, sleepovers, skirts and dresses and panties and jewelries, the company of boys, and the thousand other pleasures, large and small, that genetic girls enjoyed simply by being themselves.Although Toni was beautiful, and more attractive than many genetic women, she had to be careful with her every mannerism, her every gesture, and her every word, to make sure she didn?t slip. The way she held herself, the way she walked or sat, the way she crossed her legs -.