Believe me, I know. I'll be awestruck with admiration if I ever see you manage it. And you'll have to offer him your mouth and throat and also your ...ss the first time you're allowed into our meetings. Or who'll ever believe that you're really queer or a girl, whichever you mean to be. And when you've done it, Billy my love, that's what you will be, No pretending, no fraud then. When Chuck's inside you you're the real thing!"Then she struck hard."Billy, I've done a lot of thinking about us. So, we are going to use, and abuse you now.- In my mind i was saying " oh god yes, **** me, use me, fuck me, have me". But, with my mouth , i steadily shouted, "NO". Guess they got tired of that, due to one of the four men grabbing a gag and putting it in my mouth, (before i get ahead of myself here, the guys names , so i do not keep saying the four guys lol, are Sir E, JD, Mr. K, and D'lion). After i had the ball gag shoved into my mouth, they all four grabbed me and tied every one of my. " The ones we've told are in- well, they're kinda like us," Kaylaexplains. "A transgendered girl going out with a cisgendered girl..." Itactually takes me a few seconds to realise that Kayla's right about this-Nikki and Sarah and Natalie and Zoe could easily fit into the same'category' as me and Kayla, even if the 'state' of Nikki's and Natalie'stransitions are very different from my own- namely, post-op and 'nottaking any steps to physically transition' respectively. Then again,their. " The backyard was mostly covered in shadows, the only light was coming from the kitchen window, and this only lit up a small portion of the patio where the hot tub was. Zoey squealed and shot across the hot tub and cowered next to Mr. Myers. Mandy, on the other hand, turned and looked in the direction the voice came from. She slowly walked across the length of the hot tub, peering into the darkness. “Come where I can see you and I might let you fuck me.” She challenged the voice in the dark..