I liked it, I won't lie about that; no, that's a lie right there. I didn't like it, I loved it, but there is a big difference between sex and love. Wh...n I met you love became more important than sex and I put my wild ways behind me so I could be yours. You have always been enough for me sexually. But that still doesn't explain last night. You weren't at all the jealous guy I've been married to all these years." I can't explain it Tam. All those years I was being scared that you would slip off. ‘I have to go,’ he said, his voice strained. She nodded, understandingly. But he was already gone out the door. He felt like such a fool, running from her. He remembered before Linaross how he had never cared about the women he had slept with. But now, guilt was strong in him, making him loathe himself. Even more then he had when he had pushed Linaross away. Reaching Linaross’s room, he pushed the heavy door open. His eyes swept over her still form and he dragged a chair to her bedside. Closing. Karl and Ulrika are in Salzburg. Bea's parents rang and invited Karl and I persuaded them to ask Ulrika as well, for a change of air; then I gave cook and Trudi a few days off, which shocked them rigid, and I sent Klaus away till the weekend. So it's just you and me for two days. The results are due on Friday, and my phone call telling you they'd already arrived was a complete lie. Don't just stand there, come in.' She stood back and smiled. She was wearing a tee-shirt and jeans, her hair was. I asked if I could go and sit on one of the lounge chairs by the pool and read there. He opened the back door to let me through. I parked myself on the lounge chair facing the house, sat with my legs up, curled one leg while keeping the other straight and parted them enough knowing Steve could see from the house my naked pussy. I was so wet as I sat there. I pretended to read but my mind was on Steve. I was wondering if he was standing in the house looking at my pussy? I must have stayed there.