I wasn't a freak; I didn't have breasts too large to be uncomfortable in business clothing. Just breasts that opened doors with men who had found a r...ason to be in my company.I wasn't sure I wanted to delve into dating others or accepting an invitation for a drink after work. Well, at least not initially.I love the sun. The warmer, the better. I find it an aphrodisiac to allow every precious ray to tan my body. I often took afternoons off in the summer from my position as a department manager. “Yep, it’s me. Whoa, that’s a deep voice!” Then she tasted her own breath. “Ugh! This woman must smoke a pack a day!” She grabbed the rear-view mirror to see. Looking back was a brown-haired older woman, maybe 30, but...“The years haven’t been kind to this lady, huh?” she asked. She felt weirder than when she had been Weezie, her connection to this body muted somehow.Arnie looked sheepish. “Sorry, I hired her off of the street. She looked more attractive before she got up close.”She looked at. Then were on again off again miserable for the next five years. After that ended, I spent some time remembering how to be me. I had warped myself into whatever shape fit my ex’s likes and dislikes just to keep the relationship smooth (Ha). I still found myself with prejudices I didn’t remember having. It took time to remember how to be honest with myself. I found a few of my old insecurities creeping in as I did, but with age came an increased ability to face and address my fears. Irrational. " Kelly turned to Tonya. "Tonnie would you like to do the honors?" Tonya grinned. "I would love to, but you said it's been two months since you've made him cum. I still think you should be the one who's doing it this first time." Kelly looked at me. "Timmy you're going to have me for the entire evening. Would you mind if Tonnie was the first one to get you off today?" Smiling, I slowly stroked my chin. "Well let me think about that." Kelly raised her eyebrows. "Timmy, you're not trying to tease.