Trembling, I pushed the button and held it to my ear. Yes? I answered, my voice shaking. Where are you? the now familiar voice of the mysterious woman...asked. At home, I answered, whispering without really knowing why. Good, she said. Do you have your toys ready? I looked around, panicked. Yes… I said, pausing. I didnt really have any toys, but I didnt want to disappoint her right away. What are they? she asked. I held my breath, hurriedly going through my apartement on tip toes, looking for. Later on, he left the Navy and got a job in Connecticut working for Westinghouse. I guess they used his knowledge to build better anti-detection equipment or something. He never said. ‘Anyway, he retired at fifty-five and moved to Naples with Mom, my brother and me. We both went to high school there, and I went to Southwest Florida College. My brother is a brainiac and went to Georgia Tech on a scholarship. He’s an electrical engineer and lives in Dallas now. Still not married and he’s almost. My wife was driving and I was in the rear seat. We ended up at a secluded area, at this point was really messed up. I ended up telling him about all the things me and Diane did while I we were stationed in Germany. Like when we had three sums with some of our male and female friends. I ended up passing out and when I came to we were parked at the other make out spot that we use to go to when we were dating. I saw Diane and Robert head to the make out tower. From there you can see anyone coming. That is what is supposed to happen. Along with that comes thehunger. Hunger for food. Hunger for sex. Hunger for violence. I'vetrained my entire life to handle these feelings. At my school we aretaught to meditate, to accept, to remain strong yet peaceful. That'swhat life as a man means on State 12.Yet, one taste of that milk, and suddenly I could not control myself. Ineeded more. My body screamed out for it. I suckled on her breasts likea newborn baby. I could think of nothing else, just the.