I found out that her one true love was fighting. Males she called then the comtempt flowed from her voice. She would hold me up by the neck, shake me ...round! I was just a ragdoll in a brutes hands!"Look at you? Weak! Useless! So pathetic and a waste! I have no idea why I bother?!" Then I would spend hours begging and tell her that I would do anything to be with her. Hanna would turn and walk away. I followed her like a good pet. In three months I was nothing, just a thing for Hanna and her. "And based on what we found in your blood work, it's aggressive, too."McKayla shook her head and let out a deep, bitter sigh. I tried not to break down right there. Things had been going so well lately.She was taking part in a medical study testing not-yet-FDA-approved drugs, and the shakes were almost completely gone. Her brain was showing no symptoms of memory loss and otherwise she was in good health. And now this.The rest of the afternoon was a blur for me. I don't remember half of it. They. She was a Sophomore at the time. We became friends and I could tell she had a bad case of puppy love for me. One afternoon after school, she said that she was going to be babysitting that night at a neighbors house, and if I wanted to com over it would be fine.I decided why not, and about 8PM I wandered down the block and knocked on the door. She let me in and we sat on the couch watching TV and in no time we were making out for the first time. we were laying side by side on the couch and I ran. I could of course think of a million reasons why Matt would not trust me. I had, after all, been hiding such a big secret from him. I was an accessory to the adultery and would be tried such in the court of life. I had no clue what would happen to me. We have no children and Matt has no reason to stick with me if his faith is shaken. I know Matt better than anyone in this whole wide world. For him words like Loyalty, Honour, Love, Promise are not just words, they are the basics on which a man's.