I don’t love that person that you’ve become. If you were your old self, perhaps, but there would have to be some changes before I would take you b...ck. We’ve had a relationship on what was basically your terms. Next time, it would be on mine.”“Well, you told her! Anyway, look at the time! Let’s get ready for the party! Oh, and if you stick around until tomorrow, you’ll get the birthday cake that Selina should have gotten you yesterday. What kind of girlfriend forgets her boyfriend’s birthday. I am sorry I threw you into all of this so fast but those two and Tran love you and want to be your family as much as I want us all to be. Please think about what I have told you and remember, I love you and always will."She sat turned looking at me and I saw tears starting to come out of the corners of her eyes and she just hugged me, crying on my shoulder. She wasn't sobbing but just crying, and I didn't know why because I had tried to be up front with what I had told her, but I had a deep. And that brought me up short. I admitted my obsession to myself and began to wonder what it meant. And wondered who I could possibly talk with about the whole thing. I found myself afraid to watch it again.Theresa was no good. How do you tell your best girlfriend that you're wondering if you're lesbian? Mom--impossible. I found myself wishing I'd had a sister yet wondered if that would have solved my problem. I guess it was inevitable that I should think of Steve.You see, we'd managed the. "Well," Robert said, obviously pleased with eliciting the response from young Toni, "It shows that you're a healthy, normal woman." Really?" She replied wonderment in her tone and she leaned into him."I had the impression it was kinda perverted." Nonsense," he said, we all have needs and that's one way of insuring that they're met." You're not just saying that Doctor Ruark?" Of course I'm not just saying it. I mean every word and please, call me Robert, or Rob." Rob," she said testing the sound.