”I would have to think about my emotions about all that. I felt that things were moving a bit fast but didn’t know how to slow them down nor was I...sure I wanted things to slow down. I knew already that Rachel was smart, beautiful, and liked me lots. She had spoken of love. I cared for her much more than “like” but hadn’t yet truly identified my feelings about her. I felt that I would need to move my thinking further wherever it will take me.I was a bit surprised. I had never had a girl seem to. What I took as bleets of fear were in fact the same bleets an in heat ewe makes during rutting. With each thrust from the dog, she humped back in complete acceptance,! Never had I witnessed such a perverse coupling, would not think it even possible, but the proof was before me in graphic and sexually stimulating detail, that was the dog who was abusing the ewes, NOT a rogue ram!My thoughts raced as I watched, my penis stirring in my pants, for what I was seeing, aroused me like no other act has. I pretended to be more and more drunk, the guys already were drunk enough.Then I asked one of them to help me to get in my office, that I need to take a nap to sober up.He and another guy held me up on each side and we staggered to my office.I made sure some buttons of my blouse popped up so they could see I had no bra.We made it to my office and they dropped me on a sofa by the wall. As I was laying down, I lift my leg up so my skirt slid up high and I was sure they saw my crotch and I. .. no signs of any people, though ... and then I heard distant singing.I followed the sound of the voices, feeling a strange urgency to reach their source as I hastened through the labyrinthine streets until, turning one more corner, I came to a huge square that was packed with people, all the town's inhabitants must have gathered here. The singing had stopped, and all was silent, no one talked, everybody looked straight ahead, towards the square's other end, in expectance of an event that I.