This was one of those moments where my exhibitionism was not a sexual turn on but was just fun. And I was enjoying myself and also proud that 50-year...old me had that reaction. I stayed in the doorway as they entered resulting in them having to squeeze by me as they entered which furthered my enjoyment of the moment. As I proudly turned to follow them, I looked up to find Jacque standing in the kitchen doorway. “What are you doing?” he asked in a rather stern tone.“I was just letting the. The problem was when we walked through a large almost open area room where the workers usually took their meals, we found instead another group of rather unfriendly folks who were taking the opportunity for a detailed strategy meeting of their own, and took a rather violent exception to our sudden uninvited presence.The big dance had some of everything and everyone. The top Clinton Street gang leaders all looked spiffy in their official leather jackets and each of them carried at least one. " She was giggling now! She was seriously giggling at me about the subject of anal sex. I had to get this conversation back to neutral ground, somehow."Well, if you can tear yourself away from making fun of me, I'll remind you that my tongue and fingers just made you forget your home address, and here you are making light of me. You must think you can just go out in the street and pick up any man to make you come that much."I am NOT having any fun!" -- I was laughing inside and outside. "I am. The whole year has been a heavy trial for seven year old Melody, but watching her father vanish inside himself is just too much. She goes very quiet and stops interacting with any of the other children at school and out of school. Gordie becomes very worried about her. She goes to school, goes home, goes to school, goes home. She no longer plays or talks to anyone.InterferenceOne afternoon in late October, about an hour after school has ended for the day, Gordie fronts up at Melody’s home. He.