" I'm seeing it." She began wiping tears from her face."What's wrong?" he asked."Oh, Noah..." You're doing a terrific job, Rachel. I'm proud of you."S...e reached for his hand and squeezed it. "That's not it..." What is it, then?"Oh, Noah ... I can't give her up. I simply can't. I've fallen in love with her. I wasn't trying to ... it just happened." That maternal bond is powerful stuff." I love her so much. I just want to ... look at her -- just lie here and look at her. Those little hands .... I gently bit her lower lip and I think that really turned her on. She slid one of her hands under my t-shirt onto my chest while we were still kissing. I slid down a bit and laid completely on my back. Her upper half body was completely over me now.She paused a bit in that pose staring at me. “If somebody pulls that curtain of our berth then we are gonna get into some serious trouble,” she said smiling.“The bus is moving and everyone has settled down. We can either pull up the blanket or stop. I was thinking about killing myself this afternoon." He choked up as tears filled his eyes. "The balloon and note changed my mind."Getting up off the couch, I knelt down at his feet and wrapped him in a hug and he broke down. After he'd cried himself out, I got him some paper and a pen and told him about wanting to die myself and suggested that he try writing a note to Joyie."It helped me more than I can explain," I said.When he was finished, Doug tied his note with mine and let the balloon go.. She sucked real good and swallowed it all. My wife would run to spit it out like it was poison. That always ruined it for me.I reviewed all my recordings later and found my wife was ok with Betty sucking my cock as long as I didn't find out. They agreed to do this every Wednesday. With that in mind I decided to start taking naps on Saturdays too. It didn't take long for the two of them to arrange to be there for that too. I had to get a huge hard drive for all the video that I was saving..