You're my little sissy bride.You are no longer Vince, but Vanessa."I fell back on the bed, my heart beating faster. The kindof attention Joanne was pa...ing to me was very similar toher methods of foreplay. As she talked, she was touching meand rubbing me. It was very arousing, but at the same timehumiliating. She now had her hands on my shoulders and wassitting back, taking in my reaction."Did you really tell me secretary I was going to get fittedfor a wedding dress?" Of course. I know how much. And yet I can’t help but notice that she’s showing signs of arousal. I sighed and tried to remind myself that it isn’t her fault. I’m not here because she has kinky fantasies or because she was involved in a hit and run accident. I’m here because I failed to do the right thing when my friends and I were joy riding in a stolen car and hit a pedestrian.I’m grateful but mildly surprised that Brad hasn’t said or done anything. I was afraid he might try to interfere when Sean started forcing his. I wondered how Ellen was feeling, after what we did last night together, and why she wasn't here, in the bed, to greet me?Then I suddenly realized what this was probably all about and a sense of fear and dread came over me.I had taken advantage of the situation last night, I told myself. Ellen had gotten drunk and I had used that to my advantage and used and raped her, even after she told me that she was placing herself in my hands for protection.What a fucking BASTARD I was! I reasoned, as I. "Yeah, last night Jennifer told me that Kerri has never screamed like that during sex before. Even when I was dating her, she never screamed that loudly! You must have really rocked her world."I gave him a scowling look, trying to get him to shut up. It had no effect."What? You might as well fill me in on the juicy details. You know Kerri with tell Jennifer, and I'll hear about it from her. I'm going to know what happened. You might as well be the source."I ignored him. We only had three more.