I am certainly not wilfully or selfishly undertaking this pathand know in my heart that there is no other option open to me. I wouldnot have deliberat...ly done anything to upset or hurt my children. I lovethem too deeply for that There were two stark choices, me eitherprobably dead or living my life as a woman.My obesity, failing health and deep depression and unhappiness, couldnot be cured by psychiatric therapy, only by the action that I took.This has been confirmed by the two psychiatrists. It made me wonder how many others she had done that with. The next time she took my cum in her mouth swallowing it all saying, if I kept this up she would have to go on a diet. I finally fell into a deep sleep only to wake hearing Lora yelling at someone. I jumped running to her bedroom only to see her slam the phone down and to begin to cry. I sat next to her naked body taking her in my arms holding her and rocking her in a attempt to comfort her. What had her so upset was a mystery to me. It was located down at the marina, surrounded by the sea and some beautiful property as well as, when you ventured further back, away from the waterside it started getting into the more industrial working class areas. In short it was the perfect location for what they were trying to do, catering to both ends of the spectrumThe flagship of the centre, at least to the outside vanilla world, was the restaurant. It had an exclusive, members only entrance and you needed the up to date password to. After I pounded her tonsils for a bit, I knew she needed some attention. I pulled her clothes off and threw her down on one of the bunks and proceeded to give her cunt a good tonguing, licking her, fucking her with my tongue, nibbling on her clit until she came. Afterward I noticed that the lights were on and the blind was open in the window of the bunk. I dont know if our neighbors at the next site saw us or not, but if they did they had a great show and no doubt wished they were us. After.