No matter how hard he tried, in the act, he could not satiate his hunger. All the training and lessons would recede to the back of his mind. What coul... he do differently this time to stop it? Was it even worth trying?He picked up the phone to receive his assignment for the day. He'd be more reserved this time. Flipping through the file, however, he realized the futility of his promise. It was Yasmine, a woman he had been with before and one of his favorites. Just old enough to have been around. Derrick thought still in a trance like state. Shelby said. Derrick only nodded as he took Shelby's hand, god he thought her hands are so soft, prompting a giggle from Shelby. Though they were coming out, Shelby was also monitoring his readings in the Med bay, they were dangerously low. his beta and alpha waves were almost non-existent, though his theta waves were sky rocketing due to their link but even those were beginning to decline. Derrick still wasn't sure from everything he felt this was. One day she asked me if she could make me dinner. So we had a real date. She didn't go out much because of her daughter, but I thought going to her apartment made a lot of sense, and for all the right reasons.On the appointed day I headed to her apartment right after work. I had met her daughter before, but this was my first visit to her home. The apartment was small but neat. There wasn't much to it, just a basic city rental with two small bedrooms. We walked through the living room and eat-in. "I was at a loss of how to explain but I stumbled through it. How we all loved one another, how we all considered each of the children as one of our own, and that they were all a part of our total family. How I loved you and Dawn and Tes equally and made love to each of you. I tried to explain communal living but I don't know how successful I was. I explained our grand plan on starting a new civilization explaining all the steps we had worked out. I went through the whole explanation and do you.